SMA or SMK??

I'm confuse! this thing always remind in my mind, every night. And it really torture me.. I'm always cry... It's better to go to SMA (High School) or to SMK (School for girl)? My father angry when I told him that I want to go to SMK. But... aaaaah!!! If I go to SMK, I'll can't go to college, and my dream will fly away... but, my grade wasn't too good now. I'm afraid with that #$%* point, I can't go to SMA and go to college as I want to...